Will Never Marry

I'm writing this to say
In a gentle way
Thank You - but no
I will live my life as I
Will undoubtedly die - alone

I'm writing this to say
In a gentle way
Thank You ...
I will live my life as I ... want
For whether you stay
Or you stray
An inbuilt guilt catches up with you

And as it comes around to your place
At 5 A.M.; wakes you up and it laughs in your face